It is quite possible that you are suffering from burnout. When you push yourself too hard for too long, you just lose that drive that was there to begin with. I caution you to take a lesson from this past year and your experiences and to not forget the words you have written here: "I plan to relax and just enjoy life." This is not a slogan reserved for summer, it is something you should always keep in sight--that there is always time to relax and de-stress and if you think there isn't, then make time. Because I can assure you, and all your readers, that things are only going to get harder as you continue through life; there will always be challenges facing you and there will also be rest-areas along the way. You have to remind yourself to stop every so often and smell the roses or else, before you know it, your life will have passed you by and you won't remember any of the good times.
Burnout
It is quite possible that you are suffering from burnout. When you push yourself too hard for too long, you just lose that drive that was there to begin with. I caution you to take a lesson from this past year and your experiences and to not forget the words you have written here: "I plan to relax and just enjoy life." This is not a slogan reserved for summer, it is something you should always keep in sight--that there is always time to relax and de-stress and if you think there isn't, then make time. Because I can assure you, and all your readers, that things are only going to get harder as you continue through life; there will always be challenges facing you and there will also be rest-areas along the way. You have to remind yourself to stop every so often and smell the roses or else, before you know it, your life will have passed you by and you won't remember any of the good times.